wow undercoverlover, u may have given me some more time to live
don't know how long i will live for
but thank you for your kind words and for your reply to 13fullmoon
as soon as i read that comment to me, i now have my pills by my
computor. i thought after read it, even this one is making fun of me
they don't even know me, i am hurting and from a lot more than
kids in university, i have had my brother and a my sons freind
kill themselves, i just had someone at christmas take their live
i have nothing left, nothig and nothing left to give
financialy i am ruined, i can't work so there is a whole lot
of overwhelming situations here, i am sitting here crying, alone
and so cliose to ending this pain.