Nothing makes sense.
- Thread starter Boogaloo
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Sounds like you're having a pretty rough run of it @Boogaloo e , so it's great that you've found these forums as this isn't something you need to deal with alone. I've found nothing but caring, supportive people on here who are always willing to listen, and if they've experienced something similar, will only be too willing to let you know what's worked for them.
Have you sought any professional help for the way you're feeling? As I said, you'll get nothing but support here, but the help of a professional can be invaluable when you're feeling the way you are.
Some very talented people here have put together a video which is really worth a watch, it gives some context to why you are currently feeling the way you do, and why you don't have yourself to blame for it. You can find it at http://suicideforum.com/community/threads/sf-youtube-channel-and-first-video.129935/
Take care and try not to be too hard on yourself, you do deserve to have a life that you can enjoy, and hopefully with some help you can get there in the not too distant future.
Have you sought any professional help for the way you're feeling? As I said, you'll get nothing but support here, but the help of a professional can be invaluable when you're feeling the way you are.
Some very talented people here have put together a video which is really worth a watch, it gives some context to why you are currently feeling the way you do, and why you don't have yourself to blame for it. You can find it at http://suicideforum.com/community/threads/sf-youtube-channel-and-first-video.129935/
Take care and try not to be too hard on yourself, you do deserve to have a life that you can enjoy, and hopefully with some help you can get there in the not too distant future.
There's alot to sift through. And I've found that when I talk to a family member, I never get out all that I need to. And then said family member uses that information against me when it is convenient for them. So, not only have I not gotten out all of the crap in my head, I have given ammunition to someone who I thought I trusted.
Yes, I've talked to a professional, but he wasn't helping. So, I'm in a bit of a horrible transitional period where I have no medication or therapist, and I'm in a constant state of being suicidal. I will talk to a new counselor on Wednesday, so I'm trying to make it to then. Also, yes, I would like to talk about it more. Apparently, that helps.
