Nothing more to hang onto...

[Acetaminophen]

Í wish i hadn't found out how it's like to be completely underestimated, forgotten, rejected and casted, I don't even want to make them proud anymore, it's over, They've destroyed my last bit of hope, shattered me, shoved my into abyss, nothing can be done at this point, all those years, all i wanted to hear were words, words saying "i'm proud of you"....
But it seems some people in this world are just too perfect....
i'm not one of them, i'm not perfect, neither am i anything special, but i tried
i really did try..

Now, officially, i'm not trying anymore, i find no more reason to live...
for me, it's a matter of accepting the fact that i contribute no good to this god forsaken world, who knows? This world is overpopulated, and i'm willing to contribute to lessen it... maybe a child in africa will have a decent meal for at least a day...

My life generally hasn't been the worst of worsts, but damn i'd rather be left starving in the streets than being here.---

My loss is of no significance, not to you, no to them, not to anyone...
i'm just saying, to all of you who are in the same page as me....

list down your reasons to live, think about it for weeks...
if that paper turns out blank, find a way to fill it...
unfortunately i can't do that, i have no way of doing that,.. so

Goodbye Xl I hope this world treats you better than it treated me.....




------logging off----- (permanently)

 

[Destiny]

..I know how you feel, being rejected and casted aside, alone in the dark abyss, with no feeling of hope. Please don't do anything that you will regret. Don't ever say someones perfect, there's no such thing. Everyone has a background story that contributes to their actions. Here is a list of reasons why you should throw away your life.

Well this isn't a list, more of what goes on in lifePeople come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.


Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a reason, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a reason!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Sometimes as we grow, as we try our best, it just isn't acknowledged, just tossed aside while others get the attention we so desperatly want. But that shouldn't make us stop, it should only encourage us to try harder, to push ourselves over the limit and prove them wrong, to show everyone that even someone as low as you can rise up and become a success.

Sometimes as we walk down our path, we must do it alone, but as said, that shouldn't stop us. We'll just have to do extra work but it will pay off in the end. If another friend comes along and gives you a hand, treasure every moment.

Don’t say things like “I can’t laugh” or “I hate people.”
There’s meaning in everything that happens in the unseen future.
Keep your head high, I know there’ll come a time when you realize it.