nothing really.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Blackness, Sep 21, 2007.

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  1. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    Well I stopped cutting for a couple of weeks (which is big for me)
    The urges had gone, the addiction was gone, even the scars and marks were easing up.

    Then ofcourse I have to start again..for no reason. Just to look at and feel the rush when the blood flows. It's almost summer aand im scared of people seeing, it gets hot here i cant wear jumpers forever!:unsure:

    And now it doesnt even hurt to cut or after really, Im so used to it.
    So I thought to try some stuff on it. first I washed a soft drink over it (lol didnt do anything) then i poured vinegar over my arm. omg it stung so much, but it was so good. I'll probably get addicted to that now:wink::dry:

    Why cant we settle for one thing? we always have to go that extra step!?
  2. Puddytat

    Puddytat Well-Known Member

    it makes me so sad to hear you're SH'ing, i really cant identify w/ that coz im too afraid to hurt myself and I hate scars, wish i could get rid of the ones ive already got from accidents. but i know what you mean, when one thing becomes like nothing so you gotta try new things to create the same effect.
    sad 4 u :sad: wish i could help.
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