i want to die so much nothing can get me out of this situation, nothing at all. i have a plan but i dont know if im going to do it or when im going to do it. but i have it just in case. im tired of feeling empty to anxious to both or neither just feeling nothing, nothing at all. im tired of never making any progress im tired of sleepless nights im tired of panic attacks im tired of no one listening im tired of losing friends im tired of it all. this is the only way it will end.