I am nothing. I dont enjoy anything. my anxiety disorders have taken everything from me. It wasnt enough to take hope of having friends or a job, its taken my ability to have hobbies, to enjoy time alone too. I cant even have hobbies. I cant do anything. WHY? why did this happen to me? What did I do to deserve this? All I want is a normal incredibly boring life, with a boring job, and a few friends, some hobbies that I enjoy, a life that means something. Is that so much to wish for? I dont want to be a weak useless child in an adults body.