Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Blacky, Nov 23, 2013.

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  1. Blacky

    Blacky Well-Known Member

    Hi there, I'm really bad at this, writting things like this. So, I deciced that I do not want to hold on any longer.
    I mean, what's the point? You get hurt anyway, no matter waht you do and others do not care at all.
    I mean, they say they care, but they also show you the opposite.
    I'm giving up and I don't even know why I'm writing this. I know when I'm gonna do it and how and that
    part scares me a bit.
    Mabye I just want someone to say, don't do it, mabye I want people to care after I'm gone and make them
    miserable or something or just want it so badly, like an addiction.
    People hurt me, I hurt them, if I'm not there anymore, we would not have this problem.
    I got the perfect opportunity on Saturday next week.
    I'm really sorry to write this and I know that this is just selfish, but
    I just want the pain to go away.
    To sleep a little longer.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I care abt you I do understand people can hurt they can but they also can be very kind hun Please hang on ok the pain will diminish some it always does so hold on here ok hugs
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