Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by itmahanh, Jan 11, 2008.

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  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    changes. Nothing ever fucking changes!! I try, I fail, and I start planning again. This isn't a life. It's just a rut that I keep getting deeper and deeper into. I just want it to all disappear and me too!
  2. SadDude87

    SadDude87 Well-Known Member

    Your right. I always thought I could change myself. But it never happens. It never gets any better. You get to a certain point where you are who you are and that's that.
  3. Ithurtsinnc

    Ithurtsinnc New Member

    I could have posted this myself. And I'm probably WAY older than either of you. 23 years of therapy, massive changes to my "inner self" and lifestyle and here I am back in this place again. Alone and depressed as hell and wondering why I continue to put myself through this.
  4. titanic

    titanic Well-Known Member

    I just had a song come to me as I read your post Itmahanh, it's really quite crazy that it just popped into my head lol. :smile:

    The song was 'the only way is up baby, for you and me now' don't know who sings it though, haven't heard it in years... anyone know it?
  5. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    I think it was Yazz that sang it.

    itmahanh, I'm sorry your feling this way..I wish I could say it does get better but I'm unsure to be honest. the thoughts of death just don't seem to leave, attempts fail. Right now I wish I was dead, but I don't have the guts to do it anyother way. Sorry. I hope you find something to hold onto, we need you please don't hurt urself anymore.
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