I've no enthisuam for life, nothing. i don't even care. i walk the streets feeling nothing. like watching a movie i'm here but i'm not its someone else. i won't take my tablets anymore. i've stopped counselling. i've stopped answering messages and the phone. i'm just waiting. waiting for my life to end. i don't want support. i don't want care. i don't even want to get better. the only thing I was is for someone to give me someway to end this life. inject air into my veins, probably wouldn't work. an overdose doesn't seem to work, obv the wrong tabs. won't ruin another persons life by jumping in front of a train. there's the bridge but that would prob just put me in a wheelchair or a vegative state. what else is there.