<mod edit- asking method> i'm sick of life, ima burden on society, my mom just died from a heart attack, and im pretty sure it was because of me, my life has gone to shit, i live in a group home now, i hate my life, i dont want to be here anymore. i put my mom through financial trouble, stole her car while i was drunk, decided to go drifting with my friends, hit a car head on, and then a tree, one of my friends got ejected out the car, and is in critical condition, and will never be the same again mentally. i live my life in regret and i cant handle it anymore. i'm considered a "Juvenile Deliquent" i have 16 citations at 16 years old, from car shopping, aggravated assault, to drug charges, mostly marijuana and a DUI I just want to leave this world and never come back. i hate my self. i hate who i am. i hate what i did. i hate life in general. I MISS MY MOM, AND I JUST WANT HER BACK ;( i'm just lookin for an easy way out, someone just please help me. Sincerely, a 16 year old boy from Bismarck, North Dakota.