so, following a two month stint in hospital, an overdose yesterday, im discharged today......hmmmm makes so much sense....not. I dont feel different, i still want to die, and as much of a cold harded bitch this makes me, my family ARENT enough to keep me alive anymore. I have my mum staying with me (not much choice in that) over the weekend but come next week i dont know..... Im 36 hrs without sleep so cant really 'feel' much right now, but i know in my heart that nothing has changed. i dont know where to go from here without doing the obvious. I can honestly say, ive tried everything i could think of to stay alive for my family.