So yeah, friday night/yesterday morning I got myself into a right mess. Just one big panic attack, I just started to take the overdose, I couldn't stop, I just kept doing what i was doing. A friend of mine called me up because she's been out with some of her friends on friday. I told her what i'd done, not because i wanted help but because i knew she wouldn't take my seriously and wouldn't send help. Well i was wrong. She called an ambulance for me & the police. Nothings changed i still feel the same. Seeing the psych team at the hospital didn't help either. I slept from last night up until about an hour ago, now just sitting here, not quite sure what to do with myself. Nothing has changed and I dont feel safe.