my life went to shit, theres no going back, failing everyone of my classes and nothing i can do about it, going to dropout next year or the year after. just dont care about anything or anyone, i dont care what happens to me. im tired, just to tired to stay awake in such a cruel world. ive been through so much shit in my teen years so far, and everyone says its worse when you get older, well if thats true i no for a fact i wont be able to survive when i get older. i cant sit down and do 10 min of work, i say to myself i need to do this but when its there i have like a mental block that holds me back from doing it. i cant remember when i turned in an assignment at school. my life is a shit hole. if your gonna reply to this dont say bullshit like, well i care, blah blah blah, thats enough to live....... yeah right..... you people dont even no me, and if you did you would see what a worthless kid i am. its not going to get better, im done with everyones fucking bullshit, im tired of being lied to, so if your gonna reply tell me the goddamn truth this time.