Emotions on high Nothing seems right Tears at a drop of a hat Crying again as this is typed Feeling angry and sad at the same time Feeling lost and lonely with every breath ON the brink of a mental breakdown Deafened in my ears.. the sound of death Not caring whether I live or die I don’t have anything to live for I’m just coasting by with my existence Shutting myself down.. closing all doors Not understanding what I’m doing on this earth My future looking very foggy and bleak Do I have a future? Do I deserve one? I have nothing.. I feel nothing.. I cannot speak I’m not happy with myself I’m sick of myself, I don’t want to be me anymore Self inflicted pain, I’m no longer crying I don’t feel as sad before.