I've picked a date. But I have yet to decide if I want to crash my car or take pills. I'm posting this because I want to know that someone heard what I had to say. I tell my family how I feel and remind them that I attempted suicide in the past. But all they do is tell me I'm alright and I should see a counselor. Thanks alot you guys, you really show you care. I've decided and that's that. Bye. I won't be posting anymore of my babble on here.