Wow! I just woke from the most vivid dream of committing suicide. This is the second dream in the last two days I've had, I've never dreamed about it before. My daughter woke me just as I was about to take the pills. I think I've just been fighting it for too long. I'm tired and just want to sleep forever. To have it now invading my dreams is making it harder to escape from. In my dream I had decided to finally do it because my husband had taken up with a nice lady and I thought 'oh good now my kids will have a good mum'. I feel I'm rejecting them at the moment because I'm no good for them, they don't deserve to be going through this. Is the dream a sign I should now take the action?