now i dream about it

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by laylou, Apr 28, 2012.

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  1. laylou

    laylou Active Member

    Wow! I just woke from the most vivid dream of committing
    suicide. This is the second dream in the last two days I've
    had, I've never dreamed about it before. My daughter woke
    me just as I was about to take the pills. I think I've just been
    fighting it for too long. I'm tired and just want to sleep forever.
    To have it now invading my dreams is making it harder to
    escape from. In my dream I had decided to finally do it
    because my husband had taken up with a nice lady and I
    thought 'oh good now my kids will have a good mum'. I feel
    I'm rejecting them at the moment because I'm no good for
    them, they don't deserve to be going through this. Is the
    dream a sign I should now take the action?
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    No the dream you child steps in and stops you YOUR child not another womens YOur child wants only you hun no substitute
     
  3. spidy

    spidy Well-Known Member

    Hello
    You are the kids mother and only one they have and it will ruin there lives if you take your life.You need to find support to help you get better.Suicidal thoughts and dreams are scary as i do get them but they dont mean you have to act on them.Even write these dreams down just to help get them out of your mind helps sometimes.Talk to somebody about them.Even use them to make yourself stronger keep telling yourself only a dream.Keep posting here for support.all in all you have too work on getting yourself well and we all can pull through these difficult situations.
     
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