Now I totally get Kate Spade and Robin Williams....people would look at them and say why would they kill themselves...they have it all...I have it all also...no fame and nowhere near the amount of money that they had yet I can’t take this pain. From the outside my life looks ‘perfect’..yet in my mind it is not...I went from an award winning employee to a shell of a person due to trauma. Unlike Kate and Robin, I do not have the guts to kill myself...fearing hell and destroying my family being the reasons.