now what am i gonna do

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by down-and-maybeout, Oct 29, 2010.

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  1. down-and-maybeout

    down-and-maybeout Well-Known Member

    well, i had one thing and one thing only in life that i was really looking forward to, and now that's been and gone

    what the fuck do i do now?

    seriously, it may seem small to some people, but to me it was a big thing, but it's happened now and it's unlikely to happen again, and whether it does happen again is out of my control anyway

    i'm almost embarrassed to say it, but apart from the cowardliness within me, this one thing was actually the main thing keeping me from ending my life
     
  2. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    What was that one thing?
     
  3. Screaminginsilence

    Screaminginsilence Well-Known Member

    Tell us this thing, nothing is silly

    unless you say you are being kept alive by a cabbage called dave.
     
  4. down-and-maybeout

    down-and-maybeout Well-Known Member

    i'm not going to reveal what that one thing was, i'm sorry

    i shouldn't have posted this at all it was just stupid
     
  5. Screaminginsilence

    Screaminginsilence Well-Known Member

    Its not stupid - if you feel that bad then saying somthing helps x
     
  6. down-and-maybeout

    down-and-maybeout Well-Known Member

    i just feel like i'm so fucked up now that there's no way back anymore

    i want to sleep without worrying about waking up to more pain :(
     
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