I woke up this morning, and there was an email about a potential place for me to live over break. Which is good, but now I'm kinda at a loss. I do not think me living alone is a great idea, but this actually gives me an option - this would be somewhere where I'd be safe. Just really lonely. So idk what to do now... Prior to this, my winter break plans involved either getting on a train and going to a random somewhere, or not being alive. The first actually sounds kinda fun, but I can't do that if I've got an apartment. I guess I need to look into it more. I need to figure out if I can work over break, and I know one of my other friends doesn't want to go home over break, so perhaps she would stay with me... I don't know. But she cuts, and we bounce off eachother emotionally, so I'm not sure thats a great idea either. It might or might not be better than being alone.