Hello. I'm Amelia. I'm 26 and I'm struggling with a lot of things in life. I live in the Philippines where people believe that all problems can be solved if you just put your mind to it. I haven't taken drugs for depression. I've been discouraged by my family from seeking professional help. They don't take my depression and suicidal thoughts seriously... I've been forced to tell them I was raped as a child and it was ignored. I want to get better. I want to stop feeling this pain. That's why I'm here. I want to live.