My boss is mad at me again, might get fired tommorow. We had to go to office yeserterday as well as today despite the sandy hurricane even though everyone I know and everyone in my apartment complex had a day off. So I went to the office, we were told that we could leave at 3:45. I left for lunch at 12:30PM but decided not to go back after a while as the storm got worse and I had no supplies. Also, my parents who are new in this country were alone at home. So today I was reprimanded by my boss. My life has been shit for 8 years and this job has only made it worse. Everyone at the job seems to hate me especially this one guy who I suspect is talking behind my back. My hair is starting to turn grey and I've gained a lot of weight. My head is swolen, eyes are always red. I'm only 26. Thing is as much as I hate this job, first thing that would happen if I leave the job is I wouldn't be able to live in this country. I would really have nowhere to go. Everytime I leave a job and go into a new one, its a shit job again.