I have had severe depression issues for quite some time now. My son was arrested the other night for, what i thought, was a simple possession of marijuana. Then I find out that the state attorney generals office has been watching him and collecting evidence for almost 3 years now! I knew he was buying "weed" and smoking some and selling a little bit to a couple of close friends; but after going through his iPad while he's sitting in jail I find out it's much, much more than that and he could be looking at 25 years. If he gets 25 years, more than likely I won't be around to see him get out of prison. My wife and I do not use ANY type of illegal drugs and I've told my son MANY times that I don't want them in ANY amount in my home. I called 911 a week or so ago because I thought he was having a seizure. Turns out it was an overdose on K2 (didn't even know what that was until I Googled it). The amount of "product" that the police found when they were her absolutely blew my mind! All that being said, here I sit trying to figure out where I went wrong with both of my kids (my daughter is a whole other story that I don't feel like getting into right now). I'm seriously considering just doing myself in so I don't have to deal with it. I'm a failure as a person and a father and I simply don't give a shit and have absolutely no will to live anymore.