Does anyone just feel numb? I don't feel anything anymore. I used to want to kill myself. I actually found joy in it. Like there is some hope after death. But now, I don't find hope or joy in anything. I either feel nothing at all or just pain. Odd thing is, I don't have any real desire to do anything, that includes kill myself. It's like I just kind of go through the motions of life. I go to work, come home, eat, go to bed. Everyday I do the same thing. I do just enough to stay alive. I guess I was just wondering if anyone felt numb like I do?