What do I do so wrong to have my whole childhood taken away? my teenage years taken away. my 20's trying to deal with abuse, and then having to deal with being attacked, raped, sexually attacked. ppl ask why i've not go a partner..how can I ever except my own judgements on a person when I've made so many mistakes in the past...how can I trust someone, when all I'm used to is people using that trust to hurt me. I won't ever love, or find love, I won't ever have my own children, I won't ever be able to love or care for my own...eveything has been taken..