I'm becoming obessessed with suicide. I tend to talk about it a lot, like in conversations.My friend was like, ok that's enough, please stop talking about it. I can't stop thinking, about it, it's really consuming. It's just becoming normal thoughts . Plus, I've been contemplating suicide a lot lately,& I just don't want to be here. I also "fantize" about my death.Its kinda wrong. I just imagine what people would think or react, what would happen,& also how I'd do it. Now, it has gotte to looking up methods, & researching about it. I also, just read about it general,or watch things that have to do with it.