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obsessed maybe triggering

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by silent_chaos, Mar 19, 2016.

  1. silent_chaos

    silent_chaos Well-Known Member

    i dont know whats wong with me. I spend days watching tragic videos either by man or by nature. I'm fixated on it. I can't stop. Like someone that can't stop watching porn. The stuff I watch is heartbreaking, scary. If I don't watch it i feel like i cant get informed enough and I guess that makes me feel out of control in some odd way I can't explain. ones about 9/11, tsunamis, huge earthquakes, Holocaust. Mass shooting, bombings. I almost to feel like I was there. Even though it puts the fear of death in me, I still continue watching it.