Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by The Depressed Puppy, Jul 11, 2014.
I fantasize about it, I think about, I like to watch it.
It's suicide too.
I am the same, it is the depression I believe.
Because of the sense of control it gives us. At least for me. I can control the time and manner of my death in my fantasy. I can't control much else. I am fascinated by all methods of suicide and death esp new ideas. When I'm less depressed the fantasy seems to recede.
I agree with Auerbach; it could be depression.
I think it's also about control for me. It's the one decision in my life that I could actually make for myself, and no one can take it away from me.
,..coz i dont appreciate my life..seems everything is wrong...and i think my death is the only key....
I also believe it is a control issue. Knowing that you can end your life anytime you want brings a sense of relief I think. I hope you are ok though xxx