Hi guys, not sure where to post to this but I figured here would be about right. I'm going through right now what I go through just about every day (but I feel the need to write about it now). I'm obsessed with my appearance because I look extremely abnormal, particularly the size of my head, face and length of my face. I've been online to look at examples of people with long faces and mine is far more extreme than everyone elses. My forehead is huge and the my nose is very long, making my midface also very long. I don't know why I have to be cursed with having not just slightly strange features but deviant features to the extreme. The problem is that because I feel so depressed about this, I get distracted from everything else such as hobbies. I get no real joy out of anything. I constantly get ignored on dating sites and so my self worth is non-existent. I've also been badly bullied for my features in school. People just treat me poorly because of the way I look and I feel so nervous and anxious when I'm around people with smaller features. I'm now 24 (male) with a full-time job which I got with my uni degree so now should be the high time of my life, but because of how abnormal I look, I don't want to be around. I've been looking at surgery but it seems like there's nothing that can be done (I want to cut out a middle portion of my face and stitch the two parts together but that's not possible unlike trimming a jaw etc). Since this has been dragging out for years and I haven't been happy at all because of being a monster, I really REALLY want to commit suicide so that I can rid myself of this horrendous look. It's a waste perhaps but why not get this miserable life over with than let it carry on, I can't see things getting any better. Talking to people won't help since all that generates is noise.