Obsessed with self inflicted pain

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by TheWr0ngChild, Dec 9, 2007.

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  1. TheWr0ngChild

    TheWr0ngChild Well-Known Member

    I'm not talking cutting as you might think, but more like silly little "attacks" on myself, like punching myself, sticking things into myself, stamping on my foot, walking into walls etc. I have various times through the day that I call "flash points" one of them is making food, if I so much as drop a utensl on the floor I will slap myself in the face so hard my face becomes red, it is a subconsious response, before I think about it, I've done it. I'm scared it will turn into something much worse. I do not do it because I want to see blood or anything like that, I do it because the pain reminds me I am alive, that I can still feel.
     
  2. immure

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    i ve seen this behavior. u need to fight it. its hard long and deep battle but ive seen change not in the ideal 180 but enough to have hope.
     
  3. Wierd

    Wierd Well-Known Member

    oh yeah I feel this way too.. not sure if it's exactly the same but it seems pretty close...
     
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