I don't know what to do anymore. Ive been fighting urges to overdose again<mod edits - methods> I just got out of the hospital but that still doesn't help. I live in a hud apartment and the manager is concerned about my safety because of repetitive attempts of suicide. If i act one more time i will be evicted. Im trying so hard to be good but my urges are very strong. Im afraid im going to llose my independence and end up in personal care homes again. Not worth it but I'm so stuck on suicide.