i really dont undrstand why the hel i try to mbe nice toeveryone i meet. i have belieced in karma and i just get fcked over. im sick of being treate like fuckingshti beause im not a superfcial b itch like ee ryone else. im guna die evebtyually so why not now? ive been fighint gfor too long and nothing works AT ALL. i want to kill mysel and im drunk so im more motivtated then ever. i dont wnt to feel sad everyday anymore.. imready to die SORY I CANT TYPE IM NOT NORMAL RIGHT NOW if you read this i love yuou alot.