Does anyone else here have OCD or suffer from intrusive thoughts? OCD gives you intrusive thoughts which is basically unwanted disgusting horrible thoughts in your head 24/7 and they produce anxiety. I have sexual and violent thoughts about family members, animals, dead relatives, etc. and i know that its the OCD thats doing it, but its completely ruining my life and it makes me want to die everyday. It's not enough that I already hate the way I look, but my own mind has to torture me. I have a pretty girlfriend, friends, my family cares about me, I have a nice home to come to, and my OCD still makes me want to die everyday. It seems there is no escape from my own mind. I can't take it anymore. It makes me cry.