Hi, I survived a <mod edit - methods> OD in August. I managed to talk my way out of permanent psychiatric care, and extricated myself from community care after 96 hours. Since then I have felt particularly isolated because I cant find anybody who can properly empathise on a level I want them to. In short, half my mind is repulsed by the event and doesn't want to repeat it. The other half wants me to get it right next time. Im in a social and work limbo. I plan for things I don't care about, and don't plan for things I do. As my triggers are returning and<mod edit - methods>, I would really like to strike up a conversation, with somebody for whom these feelings resonate. Cheers.