well today i decided im going to make an apointment on monday for the docs to see if they can help. Iv never quite felt right, always a bit shy, quiet, in a wierd way not minding my own company but at the same time hating to be alone. Ive been really down lately so i think its maybe time to seek help. Its strange though becuase for me this is normal but i know that the anxiety i always feel in my tummy shouldnt be, the burning ball of anger and emotion that i get in my chest when i get upset shouldn be normal. Its horible to think that sometimes i dnt wana get up, i dnt wana do anything. Id happily crawl into a dark room and stay their if i could. Who knows maybe the doctor will show me the brighter side to life?
I hope so
I hope so
