I have started thinking about cutting again. I know it isn't safe, but I have to relieve my stress some how!!! I was told by a drunk a$$hole the night b4 last that I'm nothing. I know he was drunk, but this coming from the same man in a sober moment who said "a drunk mans words are a sober mans thoughts"!!! Tells me he thinks I'm a peice of shyt but won't tell me unless he's drunk!!! Messed up part is, he's supposed to be a friend!!!!! Go fig, huh? Told self I wouldn't let it get to me, but last night it did, and I almost cut to relieve stress of it all. Even thought about going deep!! Not sure what stopped me, but still thinking about it. Don't know what to do if thought gets worse, except cave!!! Just want all this mess to end NOW!!!!