I noticed something today as I sat stating at the ceiling. Why should I not do it? If it works it'll be done with and I'll have some peace and if it doesn't it'll just end up like last time where I was in pain but lived to die another day. You really can't lose. I might even just end up with liver damage which is another ticket out. Full bottle I have this time, not just assorted ones saved over time. I'm thinking I should not be a pussy and do it. Better than spending the next however many years being unhappy. And I know there is no possible that can change now. So why not?