I have seriosuly fucked up this time. I had mind-blowing sex yesterday...really good... The only problem was it was with my best friend since we were little kids. We had both had a lot to drink, I got out of a relationship recently because of the distance, but me n Dee both agreed if he moves back home we're a couple again. I went to drown my sorrows and ended up sleeping with my best mate Finn! I don't think he remembers. I'm not sure if I'm relieved or not. I've been avoiding my feelings for this guy for a long time now, it's a corner of my mind I don't venture into because I'm afraid of what I'll find. BUT NOW I'VE FUCKING COMPOUNDED THE PROBLEM AND I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM. I've been given advice along the lines of the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else but not with my best friend! What the Hell is wrong with me????? AM I MORALLY BANKRUPT??!!!