Oh God.. (Possible Trigger)

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Lone_Wolf, Mar 5, 2010.

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  1. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

    I thought I was through with the harming but it's all my father's fault. My mom had gotten these new shaving razors and my dad tried one. He accidently cut himself. He told me to be careful because they were extremely sharp. Later I took one into the bathroom and cut. Most of the skin was gone off a section of my upper thigh after I was done and deep. I had to stay there for an hour to make it stop bleeding (then it bled in my sleep). Damn razors.

    I just feel empty and floating. Like I'm really not in a body but like in some sort of....well I don't know...

    I just have been feeling sick lately like i'm falling into a void. I just feel empty and I don't feel the cutting at ALL anymore. I have to go pretty deep to feel it.
  2. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

    I walked right into a desk at school and I just felt this pain like I felt like I came back to my body. I got hit pretty hard. It's going to bruise. :/
  3. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    mmmm... i spose it goes without saying that you need to be careful with razors, however much of a paradox 'safe' self-harm sounds to be. i hope that you've cleaned up properly and everything... the last thing that any self harmer wants is an infection. look after yourself, mmkay?
  4. Anju

    Anju Well-Known Member

    Guess it's pointing out the obvious, but you should maybe tell your folks that you're only human and could do without triggers like that?

    Hope your leg heals up ok...
  5. PandorasToybox

    PandorasToybox Well-Known Member

    Are your parents aware of your self-harm?
    (sorry if youve mentioned this somewhere, Im a bit slow to get around to reading peoples other posts)
  6. Lone_Wolf

    Lone_Wolf Well-Known Member

    Yeah, but my parents have no idea about my SI
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