You have seen in to my lonely soul Oh God... Oh Mighty Lord... What did you see? A mind trapped endlessly. If life could end, would I be free? free of sadness, misery... Their times I hold, no other choice You have chosen to ignore my begs, my cries, my dying voice Smiling now the devil waits, as death becomes hell's rejoice. Actions turning reality, oh one of many Unstable emotions, you relate none of any I ask you... Did you see the poison inside that one midnight? Not knowing what to fright Not knowing if I would see the light Oh God... Did you hear my fear? Tears, thundering to the floor Kitchen knife, held behind the locked bathroom door Blood escaping, my inner core Still not one can hear this lions roar... I tell you... Noone can truley understand Ask why I weep Why nightly prayers of life, to rest six feet deep. Life of brokiN ties, my closest kin Growing hatred, my unholiest sin Its just and endless nightmare, in my frozen stare... Betrayal of family love, How could they not care? Why would they do this to me? visions feign... Confusion in confusion, drives man insane... Father! You are dead to me... Faith is Torn, meaningless lies Belief is Gone, forgive my sighs My will, My will, Please be strong I am still alone, lost in a world gone wrong. I am BrokiN.