Hey everyone My name is Kate, (it isn't actually, but we'll just pretend it is) I'm 19 and from Ontario, Canada. I've been dealing with depression and an eating disorder for about a year and a half now and I've been having persistant suicidal thoughs since January. I actually have been planning for the past 3 months to kill myself today... however due to the bit of an ed thing I have going on my goal is to weigh 100lbs as I don't want to die "fat" and alas today I do not weigh 100 lbs. Not even close. Well. Certainly not close enough. So I guess I'll be sticking around for a bit longer. And that's why I've joined this forum. I just found it, but it looks like it may be just the thing I need. Or a helpful tool, anyway. I've been very socially withdrawn and so maybe I'll meet some people here. Despite all my problems and the fact that I want to die, I'm super friendly and kind of hilarious and I'd really, really love to meet some people here. Anyway. I'm sure you'll agree that this is more than enough for now.