So... I dunno what to do at the moment. I feel like every thing has gone numb, its not cold, or hot, I'm not tired or hungry, I don't want anything... I just want to crawl into a hole and stay there, never be found. Just rot... alternatively die... which ever comes first. Im sorely tempted to do something to bring about the second alternative but I don't want to leave someone the mess to clean up... Yer... I feel pretty low, ready to snap, jump, whatever. Someone, just distract me ? I dunno..