Oh look a dark hole to creep into.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Daydreams, Oct 16, 2009.

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  1. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    So... I dunno what to do at the moment.
    I feel like every thing has gone numb, its not cold, or hot, I'm not tired or hungry, I don't want anything... I just want to crawl into a hole and stay there, never be found. Just rot... alternatively die... which ever comes first.
    Im sorely tempted to do something to bring about the second alternative but I don't want to leave someone the mess to clean up...
    Yer... I feel pretty low, ready to snap, jump, whatever. Someone, just distract me ? I dunno..
     
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    What's happening right now?

    :hug:
     
  3. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    at this very minute nothing is happening... can not be bothered to do anything
     
  4. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    Do you live on your own or are you living with family?
     
  5. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    ... blerg, wish there was a delet thread option. Stuff it... sorry for wasting space on the forums.
    Gonna go, bye.
     
  6. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    You are not wasting space here. I think you are hurting real bad inside yourself. When this happens to me, I have a very difficult time talking about stuff. If you want to, you can send me a PM

    :hug:
     
  7. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    Thanks, just isn't really anything to say.
     
  8. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member

    I understand. There are lots of posts here to help you pass the time and there are arcade games here too.

    :hug:
     
  9. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    I'll try keep that in mind for when I feel like I can be bothered doing anything.
     
  10. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    still alive... blerg, most depressing sentence of today, "still alive". agh...
     
  11. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    cant bring myself to eat anything... dont even feell hungry u..u
     
  12. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    ...blah.
     
  13. Daydreams

    Daydreams Well-Known Member

    still cant get a hold of any of my friends to come around... blerg, just.. eh can't feel anything... emotionally, physically... it doesn't hurt any more and I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing... should probably stem the bleeding before my roommate returns from work, that would be awkward.
     
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