Oh God, I can't take this divorce anymore. I came across some photos of me and my family and I can't believe she's doing this to me. My life is over. I want to die. I want to die right now. I can't take this pain anymore. Oh God let me go. I can't live without my family. I need to get some courage and kill myself. I've been trying so hard to do what everyone wants and move on with my life and I can't. I can't take this agony. It gets worse and worse. I need to die. It's way too late to recover. I'm sorry this is going to hurt my brothers and others, but I can't bear to have this woman I have loved so unconditionally and so wholeheartedly accuse me of doing things I would never have done to her. She obviously doesn't love me and just wants excuses to end our marriage. All I ever wanted was to love her. I can't believe she could do this to me after all the love and devotion I shared with her. I need to go. I need to die. No one can help. There's no reason to live anymore. I never knew such agony existed. Please God, I beg you, please end my suffering. Please.