Having an argument with fiance. Heart is about to explode out of my chest. I can't breathe. We like almost broke up I think...and I tried talking to my ex for comfort. He didn't answer yet though. But I'm a horrible person for trying. I feel like he's going to leave me, especially if he finds out I tried to contact the ex. I can't deal with this. I need to die. I can't do it anymore.