Oh my freaking GOD!! I can't believe that I CUT... but it's not really that I cut that's the problem... I cut yesterday and then I cut today... actually the problem is that it's not even a little cut, it's a HUGE SLICE!!!! I didn't mean to, I just took the razor and started at the inside of my arm (where the back of the elbow is???) and just went right down to my wrist... Like that's not noticeable. I don't even know why I did it. I was bored and then I started to shake really bad... I was having a nervous breakdown actually. I was at a playground and I know that this guy saw me cut, but I just needed to cut to get me to stop shaking. It scared the crap out of me. I didn't even have anything to clean my cut out with. I was at a playground across the street from my Grandma's. It's not like I could just go in with blood dripping everywhere and be like, "Grandma, I just sliced the shit out of my arm. Do you have any peroxide or something??" Everyone would have freaked out! So instead I do a super smart thing and take my waterbottle and pour cold water all over the cut. It stopped the burning after a few seconds. It worked for being at a playground. Oh, but there were no kids around. If there would have been, I would have gone into my dad's truck. But yeah, everyone saw it and freaked. I said I fell out of a tree. I think my mom is getting suspicious though. Urgh... This sucks. My arm hurts. But I guess that's what I get for being so stupid.... Ciao.