Umm, I don't usually post here because I don't usually feel this bad. I don't know what to do. I can't handle it any more. Its too much. Someone help? I don't even know why I'm asking. It's so stupid. I can't help myself because I don't know whats wrong so how can anyone else ever be able to help? I've just gone over the edge and can't handle it. I don't know what to do. Shit. I'm shaking all over and I just cut but it hasn't worked any more and I have an overwhelming urge to end it all...but I can't do it this weekend, I have no way of doing it this weekend...but I can't go on like this any longer, it's fucked with my head too much already. I didn't know things could feel this bad. It hurts so bad. I don't want it to hurt any more. Gah.