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Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by xXxRNBxXx, Apr 5, 2010.

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  1. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    Im having that problem again with my eating...

    I havent eaten in like a week... then after talking bout it all in chat before i was triggered to eat... i have binged way too much in like the space of 10 mins and now im making myself be sick.... FFS

    I dont want to be like this!!!
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Oh i am sorry you are in this place it is so hard. I hope you have a therapist you can call and talk too a friend someone. Keep posting okay let us know how you are doing Eating disorders are so hard to control i really hope you have someone helping you
     
  3. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    its just so hard :( i cant get passed the image i see of myself in the mirror i feel i look so fat .... thats why i try not to eat... but then i eat too much too fast then try make myself sick because i feel bad for eating :(
     
  4. Aurora Gory Alice

    Aurora Gory Alice Well-Known Member

    I did that this evening, and I was doing so well, I had a healthy day and then I binged and purged and felt really sick with myself for doing so. :(
     
  5. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    its horrible isnt it i feel so guilty :(
     
  6. ninap41

    ninap41 Member

    bingeing is a problem of mine to. you can find relief in exercise though. i try that to make sure i don't starve myself. i work out out to decrease my appetite so my body east only when it needs to. i have a problem with abusing laxatives when i binge because i feel guilty and sick. i know what it's like. you eat then you feel, "omg it's me i can feel it EVERYWHERE SPREADING what am i going to do?"
     
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