Lately, I have simply been unable to forget about all the awful things that have happened to me in my life. From both my parents dying at young ages, to the fact I've been screwed out of several jobs, I have no true friends, and my so-called girlfriend is rich, spoiled and has a great job and laughs at me. I am so hurt, I can't stand it. I just want to crawl in a hole and disappear. I wish I could shake it all, but I can't.