hiya not sure if this is in the right part, but I am feeling so suicidal. I know how I want to do it and feel I have the ability to do it, but noone thinks that I will. I have seen the dr for a while now, and have asked for an assesment, which they did, I think I tried to tell them everything so that was that. I went to the dr's today and told her about how I was feeling and told her how I had planned it ad what was planned and she said to me, that I wasnt a risk and the crisis team said the same to her because I was too intelligent to do it. I feel far from intelligent, I feel smaller than ever now and more determined to do it.