Well 2007 has began just as crappy as 2006. I woke up all optimistic this morning, that didn't last long. My life is hopeless. I'm fucking up again, although if it's possible to ruin something that's already completely screwed up I don't know. I'm sure I can try. I just want to die. I'm in love with a woman who all the guys want. How I supposed to compete with that? I'm a short, ill-educated, poor, under-confident little shit. Who would ever want that? I hate myself so fucking much. Why the hell did I start talking to anyone again, I'm doing the world a favour by isolating myself. I just hurt people.