This is a terrible movie (my life) everyone around me is happy enough. I used to tell myself as a kid that somedays these rejections and stuff will end and I'll have a decent life just like everyone else. However I think I'm trapped in this truman type world that is set against me. Well then I guess I'll stop the show I'll kill myself. Really what else is there to do??? There is no person out there even willing to give me a chance there never will be. Hope is for all the people around me living their decent lives not for me. This existense is meaningless.